Saturday, October 16, 2004

Gathering again...

Back to hometown again! I told a friend, but not planned to meet them this week. However, they called me, so we had a gathering again today.

As usual, we shared life experiences with each other. I complained again about my devil boss. They supported me to quit for good. Besides, we talked about the movies we watched, the books we read....Then I found something, we all had short memory....

Y said that she read some books, but forgot what the books said....it seems meaningless to read books...isn't it? But reading is still a good thing, it makes us thinking while reading.

We talked about the politics a bit....they told me a rediculous news, that is a man was bit off because he asked how much in mandarin when he was buying something. Everyone should have their right to support anyone....can't believe that.

About bearing a baby or not....it became a topic tonight too. Y said she would like to have a baby, but not her husband....My friends are teachers, they have the benefit to 留職停薪 for two years....why I chose not to be a teacher before??? Guess it's fate....

I don't want to work....let me find a good husband instead...
A good dream, isn't it?




Friday, October 15, 2004

Thurday- Pig Head's day

Today is a pig head's day....sigh...

This morning I felt kinda low swing....lots things to do, but seems hard to get it started...all things were stuck, need others to help....so I was thinking how to deal with these matters...

After lunch, I received a phone call from "female devil", she asked me which new distributor of the company we just acquired were not contacted yet....I was empty minded...then she was mad...and almost shouted...so I got shocked~_~ Guess I need to go to 行天宮 for 收驚!

Hope that I will be more carefully next time~~

I am going home tomorrow for seeing my new born niece tomorrow. When I left office and went take bus to taipei station for taking tickets, I thought of him again on the bus...felt like to send him a message, but i didn't take action again as usual....

It's strange that everytime when I walked on the lane I lived at ....I always heard "擱淺" , thought it was my illusion...today I heard it again....so coincident...特地放給我聽的嗎?

今天就醬隨便寫....






Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Wednesday is not magical at all?!!!!

Yesturday, I read horoscope forecast....it said that I would have a perfect to be lazy...
However....I was a bit busy today~~and our "motorcycle" sales executive gave me hard time again...DAMN!

It was a good day still, because I had 2 big meals today, our vendor bought us lunch, and my friend asked me to have dinner together.

The restaurent is nice...like 居酒屋, an easy and comfortable place for 小飲一番. I ordered 梅酒沙瓦, and told my friend that I could not find CHOYA氣泡式梅酒, but when the waiter brought the drinks to us, I found that 梅酒沙瓦 is the CHOYA氣泡式梅酒 I was looking for....really magical....but it's at least double price of 7-11's....forget it

So full now~~
I will eat less tomorrow ...keep diet!

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Not big deal~

Not big deal, just tired today....
Have you ever had the feeling to be tired because of boredom??

When I got into the office today, I knew I had so many things to do....but my brain was empty, didn't know where, how, what to start....no big deal...just take it slowly...

I read a article titled "take it slowly" before, the writer was a sick girl...
Try to enjoy life slowly, we seems used to be pushed by time.
When time passed by, we could not remember what we have seen, felt, seen....
"Take it slowly" becomes my motto in life now...I like to walk slowly, work slowly but finish on time, but I always eat quickly :S

Anyway, today is almost over...
I have done what I have to do...
Just that I still don't want to make international calls...
Leave it to tomorrow...

Good night!!




幸福就是有一個溫暖的伙伴

人生應該追求什麼,我想最終最終就是幸福
幸福真的難得,幸福也是在失去之後才可以獲得的吧
儘管有些幸運的人,在第一次戀愛就結婚了,但結婚又是另一段漫長的旅程...
有過旅行經驗的人會覺得旅行其實很累,即使行程豐富
但偶而我們還是會想念之前的生活...一個人孤獨的時候

昨天看了2046導演王家衛的專訪
最後,陶子問他幸福是什麼,他說幸福就是有一個溫暖的伙伴
伙伴是用來取暖的哦,必須是互相的
多給彼此一些溫暖吧
也別忘了多給彼此一些空間
不然火很快就會熄滅哦....

腦袋的空虛是因為忘了思考
心靈的空虛卻是因為忘不了一個人,渴望愛

再一次任性的說,god! Listen to me!
我要我的幸福快點來到!


 



Monday, October 11, 2004

Take me away~~

I feel so tired mentally and phsically ...
Who can take me away, take me away from the world I live...
I am waiting...and expecting so much...
:'(

Sunday, October 10, 2004

擱淺

久未放晴的天空
依舊留著你的笑容
哭過卻無法掩埋歉疚
風箏在陰天擱淺
想念還在等待救援
我拉著線複習你給的溫柔
暴曬在一旁的寂寞
笑我給不起承諾
怎麼會怎麼會你竟原諒了我

我只能永遠讀著對白
讀著我給你的傷害
我原諒不了我就
請你當作我已不在
我睜開雙眼 看著空白
忘記你對我的期待
讀完了依賴
我很快就離開

詞:宋健彰 曲:周杰倫
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歌詞能感動人心,是因為在短短的字句裡,他能將我們心情講出來,無論是快樂的悲傷的。
用一首歌就能道出此時此刻心中的想法....
而曲子則是烘托心情的氛圍
有些歌曲一聽心情就會跟著曲調變色....開始blue
所以我將Coldplay的專輯收起了
Let go!

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I like you, so I let go....
To be nice to you, is nice to myself on another side.
Even when I said goodbye...
But you don't understand and you didn't cherish....
Once I leave, I will leave for good, cut all the contacts
At the moment, I wish you would feel the same as the lyrics said one day.
You will start to miss me, and call yourself a loser.
Because you lose me.

:)