Thursday, October 21, 2004

To CBB

What is CBB? It's my boss's nickname- Concrete Broken Brain.

I felt really xxx when you queried about my learning attitude, when I said I didn't know the difference between two products, which belong to new company we just acquired.

Why don't you go to look into mirror, and see yourself? You got better attitude? As being a boss, maybe you think that you have the great power to ask everyone to obey you, follow every word you say....you are always right. Even you can say you don't know, but not me....

I am not a computer, when you input datas, I can give you a beautiful report automatically. Talking about efficiency, why don't you invite someone to introduce the products and features, so we can get the concept immediately. It can save much time on learning curve, as you want us to catch up in the shortest time, don't you think that you need to do something....not just ask us to LEARN on the website?

I know that you are concern of cost....but the speech you gave us the other day regarding "cheap and big bowl", it's really a worst concept I ever heard? You feel that we are cheap but efficient? and you are proud of it? You brain must be checked. We are cheap because you undervalue us....We don't need to be compared with people in China....and not you too. We are not cheap workerss! Let me emphasis here. We do good job, they should appreciate us.

I found that you don't know how to manage your works, you got too many to do, and we got to help you. But you always give blur instrocutions, and change every 5 mins. Afterall, we got blamed. Maybe we are too dumb to catch your quick messages. You can give instructions to vendors clearly, but not us. For the taking over process of the new company, you really did a messy work. Do you have a clear process, point by point, and state every details on it? Can you show me the framework? Guess not, all on your brain, and you just shout someone to do something for you....we got to organize for you?

You always say you are too busy, brain is going to explode, you deserve it. 'Cause you over-use your brain, and it is just a mess. Don't drag us in. Because you don't pay us so much....

After all, I found that we just got different thoughts, so I decide to quit.

At last, don't be too proud of yourself. When you stand out, when you say yes, no one would be dare to say no. But behind you? You ever hear the voices? how they talked about you? Won't be good words!










Tuesday, October 19, 2004

My Surviving Philosophy...我的生存之道

On the road back home, a sentence popped on my mind....

I don't want to be the best, but won't be the worst either.

Why don't stay in the middle...just good!

Couple days ago, I put on "behaving and doing business are discordant or conflicted?"

The interviewer said the people who behave would not do a good job....it's a strange thought I think....we are not in a war....

In my opinion that people who behave, respect and are willing to help others will have friends around, especially when they are in bad situation, need acompany. But if someone only knows to do business, I think he or she will be alone. Business world is really realistic.

There are thousands ways to survive in this world. I hope that I am always behave and keep the young heart...because I can't be successful without friends, even I am way rich, I can't buy friendship.


Missing NY Posted by Hello

Back to Original Life...Getting fat...

I feel that I am getting better and better, and live the life as before...
Feel like to eat and eat....so it's the time to get fat also...

Blue is almost over...
I wanna a new life!!
Ganbate neh...

Sunday, October 17, 2004

Earthquake...on Oct. 15

星期五中午時發生大地震,搖了很久很久...
我同事嚇到....臉色有點發白
但我覺得好奇怪....大家的反應第一是坐著等停...
討論很大哦....上下震動是最恐怖的...
沒人尖叫,沒人往外衝
震完後,大家就往外移動吃午餐去,沒人想留在辦公室中

一大早就被女魔頭罵,心情真的超不爽,因為我覺得自己沒什麼錯,就理念不合吧!想罵髒話...
所以對地震也不覺得如何....生死有命富貴在天...

下班後直接去搭車回家去....完全沒想到我房間會怎樣...
今天回家後,打開房間門發現桌上怪怪的,原來是檯燈掉了,碎成一地@@
我因此成為地震受害者之一....hahahaha...silly
不過心情滿平靜的,才摔掉一座檯燈而已嘛!

God bless Taiwan, God bless us~~
I am not Christian...tho

Sunday is almost over....

Sunday is almost over...Sigh, I don't want to go to work tomorrow...

I have made a decision to quit end of Oct, and go travel to SF for a month....however, I am thinking if others would think that I was not so responsible....I just can't bear it any longer....
But thinking of Chinese New Year....I will got no money@@ But it will be ok if I find a work before January.
Isn't it hard to be a human? I got another idea to buy lottery every day, but only spend NT$50! Good luck to me:P Another dream....

I was reading 村上村樹's new book "Sydney" on the train. The book is very interesting, because 村上村樹 is very funny. From the book, I know Australia better....It's a strange country in a way....

Thinking of him on the train too...and I decided to delete all his text msgs on my cellphone. I wanna set myself free....No look back anymore.

That's it!
Good night....